andrew and esther *
Friday, June 23, 2006 <3 the 43rd post of this blog
ahhh 43 posts alr... time realli flies... it's been approximately half a year since i met esther back in the old sajc band room last year in late december... soon i'll be stepping down from my duties in the band officially, n then my schooling years will more or less come to a halt for 2 years in national service b4 i pick it up again thereafter... i noe things r juz gonna happen increasingly fast as time goes till the A's r over... wif me gg into army n all, so many things r gonna change... but one thing for sure remains, which is my love for esther... as much as the environment n circumstances evolve over time, i firmly believe tt my heart remains where it was... well, as i was telling esther today, now tt it's almost half a year into the relationship n i'm leaving school b4 i noe it, i'm glad n quite sad at e same time... let's talk bout sorrows 1st then - humans r less able to adapt to changes as they get older, n e same goes fer mi... leaving school n stepping into a new phase of life is inevitable, but it's realli hard to leave these wonderful days we spend tgt in school everydae... which leads mi to how i'm realli glad... i hafta say tt these past 5 to 6 months was the most fulfilling period of time in my entire life up till this pt... many things i will nv forget, memories i will hold on fer e rest of my life, all happened within this past 6 months... well it's true there hav been good times n bad times, but it's all e bad times tt made us see how impt we were to each other it's during these bad times tt God wants to realli put us thru e test to see the good in everything... also, it's always the bad times tt make us grow up... wadeva it might be related to - school, band, family or even juz between us... we mature thru them...
n i realli wanna thank esther for this... it is thru her, i see how close n warm families can be, it is thru her i became more aware of myself as well as my surroundings, it is cos of her, i learnt the importance of thrift, it is cos of her, i'm more aware of my health, it is thru her, i see happiness n contentment of simplicity, n it is thru her constant encouragement, i became more patient n became so much more in control of my own temper..
n thanx once again fer being so encouraging even as we're preparing for exams tgt... if not fer her i think i wouldn't hav started revision... seeing her work hard preparing for fer exams, i realli feel so much more motivated to study... even when she noes it's realli a whole load to finish, especially fer bio, she juz goes on to study n study... her perseverence hit mi real hard inside n fer a moment i felt, "y am i not working as hard??" n it is then i became realli focused in preparation... well now tt exams r REALLI nearing n as we're reaching e peak of preparations, i realli dun wan her to get worried over other things besides her studies cos they're the priority... sincerely hope she can do well n let her hard work pay off...
well i would juz like to end off this post thanking esther once again, fer being in my life... i love you esther
<3 andrew
neveralone ;11:09 PM
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